Friday, September 29, 2006
today was quite a busy day. reach sch oni start lookin fer ppl. alot of ppl tuu look for. hab a veri long chat wit mdn yeo too. missed moi recess. den go 2nd recess. moi aiai dey all can cek ark more derrss. hmm.. den brought my noodles upstairs. on e way stopped by 2 teachers. den we run up e stairs but saw mdn yeo. suay.. but veri fun nahhss. aft sch sis come fetch me. we went 2 delifrance. chat fer hours den go shoppin. belbel sho cute.. I LOVE EUU!! den saw leroy sista dey all.. dono 14 oct how. hais. its moi ting. but i reali dono if i can make it. don tink i can le. but wat else can i do.. reali veri wu nai. i MUST go but CANT go. alot of ppl pueh down ready. wat if ii cnt siia. ltr hai em kena scold. hais. at nite mom find me tok. she started light beating wit a pillow. she tok tok den cried. say why cant ii jus listen to em. 2nd tym, oso gek xim cry. 3rd tym, she say she stil wan c me go university de. cried. find her sho cute suddenly. but c her lydat.. i oso gek xim. cfm goin counsellin liao. wonder who wil ii c dere..
9:50 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
tat day 3 plus 4 reach home. step in hse baogong chiong out. shout shout shout. angry dao keep shiverin. den start tuu ask evrytime wit who! go do wat! n bla bla bla.. i go put tings down, he grab my arm n smash me in e wall. den start askin me to rite down all their names n contact num. say wan go find em. i stand dere n start tinkin of numbers. but of course ii don rmb. tel him he oso say ii bluff him. sua lorrss. den suddenly ii cnt hear. cnt see. den ii close moi eyes. stil tinkin of nums. when ii heard moi grandmama shakin me ask me wake up. i was lyin on e floor. i lie dere n pick up the pen tat ii was stil holdin. stil tinkin of nums.weird. aft tat ii realised ii jus fainted. veri long ting anyway.. don wan tok bout it. anyway moi papa mon comin down sch. wan tel principle fer me tuu quit sch. hp oso confiscated. cool man.. one more ting. mentos box discovered too. cool..
9:41 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Monday, September 25, 2006
its 5.45 now. reached home long ago. jiie oso at home lerrss. now dey demand fer moi tuu go down. ahlam called n say ii must go down "ta men yao ni". ish wat he said. stil ask if my hse downstair can not. i say ii reach home le cnt go down. told him tml can mahhss?? aft sch. he ish now tryin tuu help moi speak a word bahhss. tink tml it ish. stil waitin fer his call.. now ish ang soon tong VS siao ppl. hais. HOW E HELL BECAME SUCH A GRAVE MATTER. n ii am e key person. now ii reali damn luan. tis one cal say tis. tat one cal say tat. kina ish such a busy gal gota rush here n rush dere..
2:46 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
childish, small small ting make til sho big. stil say ish ii pom big one. stil call ppl down, gam lan. idiot gal slap moi somemore. bo dai bo ji slap me. heng jiie here, help moi tuu e end. EUU R THE BEST JIIE!! I LOVE EUU!! mr neo saved e day again. i didn wana fight but seems to not hab a choice. at tis tym mr neo came. 2nd tym he save me. den i told him, wit kina wat happened. e other sch ppl gam li hai peng weh. he send me home aft tat. otherwise don tink ii can make it back. stil gota trouble jiie's cousins, reali am guilty lerrss. kina say she shd hab known sooner. hais. its a veri long story. bout e throw stone gan childish ting tuu e msn ting. wat dey wan ish fight oni. i told kina if reali bo bian ii bia wit her. but, she don allow bahhss. don wan moi get hurt. hais. its 5 now, and dey r stil tokin bout it. now kina hab tuu say all over again tuu her cousins. wonder how isit goiin. she oreadi hab enuff probs tuu worrie bout, n now ii'm addin on tuu it. daniel dey all can oni pat moi head. encouragement?? boiboi can oni tel me i veri ke lian.. now chee bai got siao de ren help moi oso. kenneth say if ltr got ting jus say ii his gan mei. now da bor oso chap?? lame nor make til sho big. kina went home 2 change. she'll update me tonite. tis ting last from aft sch til now. 5.30. n ah lam oreadi dere oso. WAT E HELL ISH HAPPENIN. i'll oni get tuu noe tonight aft kina reach home. she keep askin me not tuu worriie. tink wil continue til tml bahhss. by den, i'll b dere too. tuu pueh daiji. i'll get prepared. no mtater wat it ish tat lies ahead. i go in hospital oso biia my way out. chee bai make til ma chiam all my fault.
1:28 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Saturday, September 23, 2006
fucked up sch.. N sch ppl. jus wish tuu run from it forever. but how can ii do tat. wow.. i'm gettin tired. how can ii stand livin lydat. n ppl are owaes sayin "i am here fer euu" liers..
7:47 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
WOW!! I'M SHO DAMN HOT NOW.. COS MOI MSN NICK PUT "EUU WU JI THROW, DO IT IN MOI FACE" DEN SOME BITCH JIIU PUT "EUU WU JI YTD JIIU WIIL AT DERE CUM CONFRONT US LERRSS.. DON NEED COR PPL DERRSS.." FUCK!!
7:35 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Friday, September 22, 2006
i wonder how, i wonder why, i jus feel lonely all of e sudden. as if e whole world there's oni moi around.. or is it i'm livin in moi own world?? i hate it tuu b tat way..
6:22 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
today went tuu gan sian de reservoir walk one round. LAME. ben lai oreadi don feel lyk goin lerrss. END UP SEEIN SOME BITCHES. EUU WU JI THROW, THROW IT IN MOI FACE. DON DO IT BEHIND MOI BACK AND ACT AS IF NTH HAPPEN EUU STUPID BITCH. CHILDISH PPL. I DON WANA GIVE A DAMN BOUT EUU ALL SHO STOP SHOWIN ME ATTITUDE. THROW STONE AND HIT MOI HEAD SOMEMORE. EUU NOE WHO EUU R OKIIES. GO FUCK YER MOTHER ASS. BUAY SONG ME, COME TIO ME. EUU WAN ONE ON ONE. I'M OWAES PREPARED. NA BEI CHEE BAI..
5:15 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Thursday, September 21, 2006
mom found moii ciig case agaiin. aww.. sian. hmm.. 2nd tym lerrss. reali siian diao. she jus now kaopei me. ma chiiam gan hot. fiirst tym she keep to herself. nv tel dad. tiis tym.. tink she wil tel bahhss. me n moii dad now veri good terms. verii diif cai sho good derrss. i oso dono.. don lydat mahhss.. haven exams jiiu go gals home. haiis. n.. she took moii hp agaiin. ARHHSS!!
5:38 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
brand new blog?? nope.. ediit derrss. though haven complete. i'm a noob at computers. one tiing iish, ii deleted all of moii past postiings. iits a tough job. too many lerrss. let bygones be bygones bahhss. wanted tuu start tiis agaiin. can vomiit evrythiin here. memoriies wiil stay. let iit b forgotten iif iit has tuu..
5:27 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
