Thursday, November 30, 2006
woke up late today.. i mean ltr for work. but stil make it in time. abit shag today.. neng ka neng chiu. dono y.. jus for e star gaze part i tink.. sis nv tel moi wan go eat breakfast wit moi nana.. yo~ haish. sad nor. miss her lahhss si nana~
6:31 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
didn do much e past few days sho lets forget it. oni rmb i saw my sec 1 journal while packin e books. read through.. sho last time moii life depended laughter and fwens.. without e frequet goin outs and fwens ii can jump off e roof. HAA~ i laughed at it. ke jian i'm reali dead now.. jus feelin terrible now.. not oni dere's some prob wit moii mp4. haiya.. don feel like vomitin all out rite now. probably cos i did sho somewhere else oreadi bahhss. who noes?? nobody wld alright.. F***
6:09 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Sunday, November 26, 2006
kena woke up again today.. and got e pains in e neck. rmb i sprain moii neck.. den head stil hurt abit. went tuu white sands for lunch and proceed tuu aunt hse. started playin majong. guess wat. moii shou qi gan ho today. limit twice. once zi mo de leh. kekes* mayb cos of e bang ytd bahhss~ in e end er gu owe me $12. and ii paid off mom's debts. she oso nv pay moii money when ii win can.. she win i pay lorrss can* LOL. but anw.. stil won $12 aft e whole ting..next week count again bahhss. LOL. buyin books tml..
6:40 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Saturday, November 25, 2006
slept at 3.15 and kena woke up at 9.30.. i was like practically glued tuu e bed and stickyly peeled off. XD went tuu fernvale. sianded.. eat le breakfast jiu went tuu compass. gota return some books. sho ii borrowed black mirror and locked inside. these two were pretty nice books ii suppose. today deres tis hong xin da jiang tingy tat bugged moii off. dey were some sort of crazy bout it and wat can ii do den. pei he ta men lo. it was reali dui lian can.. F*** =P went too missha and played wit e nail polish.. ten diff colour on moi nails. wanted to try out blue and green but not enuf finger. kekes* eat le go back home and it tired moii out. fell asl and woke up for dinner outside. i practically banged my head on e sharp edge of cement wall. its directly above moii but i didn c. big impact lahhss. sprain moii neck as a result too. FUCK. tis one reali suck. deres tis blood stains on e parts where ii hit on. cry la. pain leh.. na bei chee bai~ XD
7:19 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Friday, November 24, 2006
sis open bacardi breezer all of e sudden. scary.. and we share e whole of it. i was like weak shit. it all seems ok at first.. den high, hot, follow by singin. haha. ma chiam ii dono how e alcohol goes. okiies. i probably ate too much durin dinner and damn bloated. in e end vomti. LOL.. who cares anw. intend tuu go to work e nxt day but couldn wake up. LOL. c wat alcohol does. in e end rot next day.. though i cooked jus one dish for dinner. HAHA.today went to work. though gan xin ku. wake at 4 and end at 4. lunch oso at 4pm.. stand from 9am to 1 pm. nv stop workin. didn reali eat much and was reali hungry too.today got 10 cartons of prawns to work wit. poke all arnd as usual. and e lightest ting dere ish arnd 6 kg can. ki siao. LOL. but for e short moment of lyin under e stars in e mornin.. its worth it. i love it dere. got one of e kind lectures from dad again today. LOL. my dad ish reali cute. say i now at channel 8 and he at 9.sho he must slowly switch channel. LOL. wet market ish a fun place. evrybody dere was fun.. xin ku de dang er yi qi chang ge. =] but i seriously cnt tahan evryday.dad de kou tou chan : eh? jiao weh. AND. le da ah neh zhoi zho ni?.. =P
6:54 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
was intendin tuu go out tml for slackin business. did mention tat tuu dad. he mo bu keng shen.. e day aft jiu treat me beta than usual~ keep sayin wan bring me here and dere.. don tink i dono. but he seems not to wan moi to go veri much. and hoped tuu satisfy moi by all tat. but fwens and parents or family make a veri significant diifference. no matter how hard he try, e gap ish stil dere. i probably wil give in. since he doesn wana.. my fridge got another jus 5% alcohol. tats good.. i can hab a bottle for myself. hais~
5:25 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
woke up at 4 today. aft i prepare lerrss dere's stil no movement comin from dad's room. started tuu wonder y was it ltr den usual. but tat didn bother me much.. i made myself a cup of coffee and tune on e tv for some entertainment. b4 long he came out.. and e journey started again. rmb i vandalised e suntec city door and nearly made it to a police case?? went dere again today.. and nearly made moi blood boil. i scold e CCTV camera lahhss. we reached at arnd 7.20am and waited for e door which was supposed to open at 7.30. course it didn. made a few trips here and dere. paced arnd. ma chiam dua us lydat tat security. in e end e stupid manager say FORGET to open. fuck him lahhss.. made it into e tower at 8 can.. got a few malays keep starin at me at vivo city. erm.. not exactly starin. jus keep on lookin. i suppose dey didn hab much ulterior intentions. tat didn bother me much~finished e routine and started work again. but it ended quicker than moi mind can keep up. usually work end at arnd 1 in e afternoon but today was 11. scare moi.. went tuu chompchomp opposite de roti prata shop for lunch. gan full de.. and reached home at 1. HOW FAST..
5:04 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Monday, November 20, 2006
went to downtown east today- explorer kids. take note. its KIDS~ OMG!!! hais. find myself childish to go in wit my bro and sis. bo bian. gota look aft em sia. HAIS. sho sian nowadays. gan sian. when dere ish no jie mu. i'll feel like dyin. time pass sho slowly. its like look at e clock and c 2pm. aft veri long look again.. 2.15. when i tot it was oreadi at least an hr. gong watch finish. book goin tuu read finish. tok on phone oso sian. go out oso sian. stay home oso sian. HAIS~ didn reali noe wat tuu do oreadi. oh yesh!!~ saw moii pri sch fwen today oso. its clara. TAKE NOTE~ btw. i was like sittin tgt wit all e small children. playin wit em. all crowdin. SIA LAHHSS~ gan dui lian. cnt tink i actuali did tat kinda ting. PLUS got two guys outside laughin at me. i wana point middle finger at em lahhss.
7:22 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Saturday, November 18, 2006
hmm.. ytd was e normal stuff. but tink ii goiin bonkers liiao. was like sho damn depress for a day, and completely gan hyper fer e 2nd. LMAO~ but its fun behavin like siao. LOL. got a breezer in moii fridge. woots~ slp late these few days and woke up kinda earlie. not moii style. but hab fun cookin in e kitchen and it was damn nice lahhss. LOL. can consider guo de man chonq shi oreadi. LOL. ltr mayb yao zuo yoga oso. can relax lerrss..
11:06 PM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Friday, November 17, 2006
i'm sick~ sho sick. guess ish men chu lai de illness bahhss. flu, cough. jus vomit in e afternoon. didn eat much too. but ii don tink i'm reali tat sick as i looked. jus feel sho men. come to tink of it.. i didn tok much. no needa say laugh bahhss. forgotten how tuu?? mayb.. how lonq has it been. jus went tuu yew hong hse wit sis tuu watch R45. get tuu breathe e fresh cold air. felt much beta than.. but aft reach home evrythin still e same. talked wit sis alonq e way. told her ii talked to cats at market. she jus said.. euu reali sho lonely mahhss.. say wil bring me out derrss. still love her alot. she said she loved me too..
6:14 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Monday, November 13, 2006
woke up at 4 and tot dad got work.. completely forgotten he off day. heng haven prepare yet.. and i'm awoken at 7 plus by his thunderous voice. HAHA* went back to suntec tuu settle e words tinq. gan LAME. den go hougang eat fishball noodles. dad today needa pueh alot of daiji. XIN KU NI LA!! LOL. in e end cos he win lahhss~ muakakas* back home slept til 5.30 as usual. wonder how can ii slp for such lonq period of time oso. typical moii..wake up watch show til 9 den read story book.. one day end again. tml got jie mu. thank god. LOL.
7:24 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Sunday, November 12, 2006
few days nv come iin lerrrs. cos hab been quiite busy bahhss~ lets start.dono whiich day mornin when mom go market, ii sneaked out a while. HAHA. den aft tat go aunt hse cos mom gian pua. but we went to white sands before hand to eat lahhss.. went to library and saw er gu.. and bla bla..next day tiink mornin oso go market wit mom. i'm veri filial de can. *actuali got motive de, wan buy hair dye mahhss. kekes* HAHA. den go home slack~ watched GONG lahhss. LALALA~ den me and moii sis went for e 9 pm movie of DEATNOTE at vivo city.. HAHA. first time sho late stil go out nehhss.. at first we were stil havin 2nd tots of wana go or not. PLS. its gan sian can.. but since prepare lerrss jiu anythin. but it was reali fun.. jus e two of us.. LOL. toked alonq e way.. den dono wana buy ben's and jerry anot.. 2 scoop $7 lahhss. WTH~ we bought chocolate brownie and strawberry cheesecake. MMMM~ and agreed not to tel mom. tats e fun part. wan buy wat jiu buy wat. MUAKAKAS* aft tat walk walk.. she ji siaosiao go white dog cafe. cos she off mahhss. LAME. OH YES. when queuing up e tickets were sellin fast lahhss. LOL. but we managed to get e 2nd row. and discuss whether to buy nachos of popcorn.. HAIS. sho dillema. LOL. we settled on popcorn at first. den wanted to buy nachos. HAHA. sho.. i treat lahhss.. kekes* e theatre was gan dua can.. kia si lang.. high class enuff. HAHAs. inside oso fun.. cos e chairs stick tgt.. we spread all our food and hab fun takin piics.. aft e show went out and kan hai jing. we've realised.. * I LOVE L , he sho cute!!*
cut short abit.. ytd mornin go market again. it rained mao and gou.. moi didi meimei and mama bi yu under e void deck. den she start lahhss. LALALALA!! windows nv close.. bamboo stick nv bring in.. FUCK. her voice can killl.LOL. i get e key and strolled home under e rain. and brought back umbrellas for em. i kinda enjoyed it. but.. gettin heavier can. HAHAs. reached home slack.. den check books and all. at nite jiu go out for dinner. quite a fenq shen one.. and dozed off at 9 plus i tink.. jus rmb watchin chanq jin. LOL.today.. didn intent to wake up and hlp dad out. but it seems like he has got alot to do today. sho.. HAIS. told euu i'm filial. HAHA. i woke up at 3.30 tuu bath. one day nv bath e feelin sicks lahhss. and sis ish jus bout to slp oni. KEKES* today i off form. was tired right from e begginin. cut my own finger somemore. dad say e no blood not counted. HAHA. i say must wait.. a while more blood oozed out lahhss. den he say lydat oso not counted cos e blood must b gushin out. JI SIAO SIAO. haha~ e sharp heads keep pokin into my nails.. blood blood blood.. OH YES. mornin go suntec song huo.. ii jumbled up e words stickin on e door. " no pets, no outside food and no trolley" i made patterns.. and formed a " yes trolley" HAHA~ den afternoon e manager or wat called. say camera saw me vandalisin and wan make police report. stil demand for explanation. LOL. i tot it was kinda funni. but e adults all sho serious ii oso lan lan. kekes* tml must go down pueh lorrss. SIAN. i wanted to watch bleach de can~
12:46 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Thursday, November 09, 2006
HOLIDAYS suck la~ seemed sho damn lonnqq.. seriously ii tot its been a mth oreadi.. den jus realise stil hab more than a mth to go. FUCK. HAIS.. wanted to buy hair dye today. den not enuff money. slept at 1.30 am and wake at 7 tuu go breakfast wit mom. den back at 10 and slp from den til 6 pm. gan pro la.. like ii wake for sho lit hours oni.. hais..
7:34 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
onlined today.. tat day went out wiit same surname de family tuu vivo city. ben lai dad say wan watch grudge 2 de. i mean ii wan watch la!! in e end too late.. den go bugis eat bobo chacha.. gou lame derrss. reach home tired liiao go out whole day. BUT STIL tuo li bu liao any of em. as ii told moi mom. " wo yao tuo li ni men quan bu".den today.. went tuu hlp dad again. wake at 3 plus. ben lai don feel much like goin but sui bian lahhss. ii oso nth tuu do. but it was like gan tired today compared to e previous times. rain in e mornin.. sho nice tuu slp *slp for 3 hrs er yi can*. ii cut moi finger and one big patch of skin came off.. den ii used salt and rub den wash hands in order to sha jun and don feel itchy ltr on ma.. guessed wat. its SHUANG la. haha. heck man.. i'm too tired oreadi. dozed off in dad's car as usual.. den went tuu jalan kayu to eat roti prata. its xiao dao ke lian can.. haha. but weird ting ish reali full.. reached home bath le jiu fell aslp liao.e
EMPTINESS ish gettin
UNBEARABLE * spelling thanks to qin ai de laogong >.< *
7:27 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Thursday, November 02, 2006
these few days bu shi at dad workiin place work.. jiiu shi stay at home rot. nth much. liife was like, fuck la. stop here first. gtg.. though haven finish. continue next tym lerrss..
7:41 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
