Sunday, October 29, 2006
went tuu slp at arnd 12. but wonder wat tm i doze off. oni noe ii woke up at 4am. was like sho sacred cnt wake up can.. today dad ltr den wake up, i took my tym to get prepared. aft tat jiu take dad car go dou feng. mornin not much ting for me to do. ban alot of tings oni lo. don xiao kan those boxes of tings k. e smallest one 5 kg can. load finish le jiu go song huo oreadi.. went to alot of places. aft i wake up de 2 hrs ish oreadi sho tired la. my eyes ma chiam cnt open liao.haha. when reach e wet market again was oreadi 8plus 9. i went to hab my breakfast, eat dou jiang you tiao. haha and chwee kueh plus kopi shio. HAHa. den start work le. cut prawns lo. cut until 12.30 can.. non-stop de. ma chiam won finish lydat. nv even get e chance to sit down.. TIRED. e sharp heads poke into my hands can.. plus those muddy water. one poked into my finger nail dere can. gan tia sia. got blood.. den was sho sticky. gaga* den i change finger.. in e end poke my middle finger. haha. fucked up. must cut fast ma. whole of 10 big boxes plus small prawns la.can ti hui e xin ku-ness fully.. but seriously dad was sho much xin ku than me. he did sho much more.. hmm. my hair all stick tgt lo. lol. tink ish e prawn de juice ba.. haha "superhard gel" can. reali ish unseparable.. one ting veri funi. i bought xtra dao hueh zui for dad and tel him 50 cents oni. he said 50 cents not money ah. den in a while he he accidentally drop e whole bag on my leg la. haha. scary.. yea. 50 cents not money. HAHA. e prawns all swimming in dao hueh pool. lol. was reali tired, smelly and sticky plus itchy but fun. can hlp dad out ma. i was tinkin if i not dere how much more work he must do la. i dozed off in his car when he goin song huo in e afternoon. dad had his lunch at 3 plus 4. HAIS.. went home and had a long bath.. -kena fish teeth poke la. right in my little toe can. itchy-
7:19 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Friday, October 27, 2006
today wake up gan tired. dono y.. slp late?? mayb. den go CP wit mom and sis. eat yoshi.. ben lai wan eat pizza de.. but too ex la. sis buy a pants for her work. its sho ex nor. waste of money.. stil need make short cos leg too short.. saw kailin and joanna at MC oso. hou lai jiu go hougang buy MP4. moi money okiies.. all these days i work de money.. e cost ish $119 but uncle give us $110. mom stil short of $2 though.. say tml den return. in e end no money buy school shoes and dinner.LOL. go back rest a while jiu go out buy dinner again.. tml dono wan go hlp dad not. abit sian.. hais. I MISS 2I can..
8:14 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Thursday, October 26, 2006
last day of sch. seemed normal like " tml stil got sch" days.. not intendin tuu come de. but needa get report book. our class prepared a powerpoint slide. it was a fun one, but sad one too. we play dai ti la. and whole lot more. sian liao play money oso. haha. we're gambling hao bu hao. not much of a day. jus a veri weird mixture of complex feelings again.. i tot i didn give a damn bout e class. my class. nth bothered me. but last day le.. alot tat were sleepin surfaced again. "memories" la. from e first day i came til now. alot alot. tats weird though. alot had been forgotten. suddenly reali she bu de our family. hugged xu lao shi. she ask me guai yi dian, ting hua. ta bu zai jiao shu le. i tel her ni shi ge hao lao shi. and tats reali zai jian lo. sch end le. me and bel do e "pao pao cha" hug. and "long distance" hug. xiang qi hao duo shi can.. say ming nian jian and all. hais. ber made me cry la. she hug me and cry, say don wan separate. life has to go on and tis ish oni a small part of wat's comin along ba..
11:01 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
mornin meet si laogong go eat breakfast at 5.30 am. sho siian. in e end earlie mornin tio mom gan. go dere tio "laogong" say oso. sianded. LOL. reach plaza eat wit peggy, wei jun and his bro. eat til ii wan vomiit. den go sch wiit peggy. go dere watch movie, play daiti, listen tuu MP3. but ii was sho tiired can.. slept a liitle. aft recess jiiu go out sch opposiite find lionel and weijun. den peggy came. she go weijun hse slp. LOL. den ii go lionel hse slack. siit sit here sit sit dere. den go home slp lorrss. TV spoil, wan watch oso cnt. den call ppl tok nor. den nua at home tiil nite. jus got tuu noe i'm in 3G. others not imp le bahhss. tml gettin report book le. hais.. unspeakable and complicated mixed feelings~
8:26 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
today woke up at arnd 9 plus lydat. den go out meet moii er gu and co. at tampines de -HANS-. ate alot. but verii liitle ppl. weird fer such PUBLIC holis.. we got bout 10 ppl dere lahhss. makiin such a diin siia. den walk walk arnd. was like go some place den must stop and check fer e heads lahhss. here lost dere lost.. had much fun. quiite a day bahhss.. alriight gtg lerrss.
8:38 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Monday, October 23, 2006
today went to payar lebar de jiu huang miao pray.. woke up at 1 but come back slp tiil niite.. wonder wats e prob wiit moii. haha* stiil slp tiil sho deep. dream of shuai ge. muakakas* den jus now got a fuckin guy named khong in moii msn come tok to me. say wat hiis cock itchy wan me scratch. wan sex wiit moii. FUCK. wan me make hiis cock harder. say masterbed beta than puttin hiis cock into me. FUCK. aft tat he change his DP into last tym me and regina take de piic.. who e hell ish "he". I WANA FIND OUT. jus wan his friendster. i'm definite tat he add me from dere. but its jus too hard.. ANYBODY CAN HELP??
9:09 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Sunday, October 22, 2006
wow~ i'm siick today. cool man.. flu and eye irritation. sianded.. did nth much too. jus hope tuu pon diiao e two days tiis week soon.. went tuu aunt hse as usual. c dey play majonnq lorrss. ii mei you fen siia. siian~ next tym ii got place den call moii mahhss. anyway, siian lahhss. goiin tuu rot again tml. SOMEBODY ENTERTAIN MOI LA~
9:13 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Saturday, October 21, 2006
like evry other day.. mornin~ i mean afternoon i wake up jiu go out eat. den rent a DVD called 'boogeyman' it sucks la.. "most scariest movie-ever" alright.. like alot. haha. den go changi at nite. to pray fer deepavali. haha.. aft tat jiu come home lerrss. hao siian wor!! fuck* gota pon sch..
10:51 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Friday, October 20, 2006
haiiya.. today gan siian derrss. play tarot in e begiininq. den watch movie. funni show la <> nv watch fiinish jiu go out class cos seang fiind me. chat chat slack slack, tok wif elaiine oso. den hungry wan go eat.. iish 10 plus 11 liiao bahhss. ben laii xiianq guai yi dian eat in canteen but too late liiao. today graduation ceremony rite?? haia.. too bad lorrss. sho go next door coffee shop eat wiif jaz. eat le slack a whiile jiu go back sch lahhss. go back play play oso siian~ whole day do nth much lahhss.. siian.
9:02 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
tiis few days owaes nv post lahhs. hahas. okiies lets start from ytd. ytd whole day iin sch rot lorrrs. den decide to go down duriin recess. went down buy milo den ii knock peter. scare hiim lahhss. kekes* he chua tio dono who knock him suddenly. LOL. he go sch opposite de block smoke. den kina come in a moment.. ii was like sho sian nor. of course ii veri guai nv touch. anyway promise kina le mahhss. LOL. haiya she stil ah neh kuan wiit aiai. sad case.. den ii was like go two recess in a day without eatin. rot.. ii applyin 4 sch leave anyway. go dere oso gam lan. today ii smarter. whole day listen to MP3.. kekes* tiio PS by moii hen hao de aiai. cool.. I WAN BREAKFAST LAHHS.. nobody wiilin tuu go siia.. sad case. LOL.
2:00 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Sunday, October 15, 2006
woo~ reached home at 12 plus. work le whole day gan tired. dono wat day siia. keep on gettin scoldin. wat makes moi irritated ish "nong settin!" "y make settin. bu yao nong!" "y nv make.. kuai dian!" den i was like.. "dao di yao nong hai shi bu yao nong!" lol.. today hun yan again. sianded.. take de chocolate oso cnt eat. cos not up to age.. sianded. leg breakin.. anyway today one of e shuai shuai worker like got prob. probably first day i see him keep on shoot him sho today he like eat wrong medicine owaes say moi. haha.. kam gong.
10:51 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Saturday, October 14, 2006
ytd nite around 12 plus sneak out.. jus wana go buy ting eat. hungry ma. n walk around downstairs. not wit any of my family okiies.. but rite downstair jiu saw sis. gan suay. she CB ask me go up. i stayed downstair aft she went up. she tinks i'll follow her?? a while more mom come down. i hide one corner. i quarrel wit her le she went up. tinkin i'll follow oso?? fat hope. for some reasons i jus don wana go up again. for e consequences? i don care anymore. i sat downstairs. mom stare stare stare. i reali gan fucked up oreadi. in e end i went up. stil unwillin to go in though. i stand outside. stare downstairs. i can jump if i stared longer. sis shout. " why MUST euu go 7-11 n guy ting eat" i wana say. "its not MUST but i jus wana go out on my own. buy ting a while jiu hao. buy ting oni." but i didn speak a word. i went in room n blast e "dono y in my room de MP3 " fainty heard mom n sis shoutin n quarrellin. den " old habits returned " for today.. tink my mouth wil rot. cos wo jiang bu dao yi liang ju hua. smiles faded too. wonder how long can i hold on to tis. til then.. i dono wat wil i do. jump from e window?? i dono.. got a few options today. mornin cnt go out. at nite sneak out. at nite cnt sneak out. i pon sch oso go out. go in home?? at least can go out..
9:46 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Friday, October 13, 2006
woo~ exams over la.. though not reali feelin happi but ish stil smth tuu b hapi abt. hahas.now its time tuu choose courses. gan luan siia. catch no balls oso. hack la~ next week gettin back results le. sho fast.. hahas* its tym tuu start work anyway. my daiji postpone again. to 18th. kekes* now got fight ii oso hapi lahhs. HAO SIAN WOR~
12:28 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Friday, October 06, 2006
wow~ from tat day onwards i'll hab someone tuu fetch moi home from sch immediately.. good thing bad thing?? who cares. lols. getting " si ba " oreadii. sian sian and even more sian.. nth much these few days. glad tat peter meii shii lerrss. got my good luck hug sure tide over all difficulties la. haha. I WAN PLAY SPARKLES!!! now exams stil on.. hais* but goin work tml bahhss. tuu xiao mo shi jian. type tiil here lerrss. cya everybody~
9:13 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
Monday, October 02, 2006
woo~ today woke up at 8. N ii am supposed tuu meet peter at 7 fer farewell party. he waited fer half an hour. am damn guilty man.. but stil managed tuu c him in sch. tok tok wit his lawyer n e security uncle. tgt wit a "goodbye hug". nth much today actuali. recess eat wiit kina.. den aft sch whole family come. lols. ma chiam picnic.. tok tok tok. n e conclusion ish ii kena ground again. hahas. hack man.. now aft sch oso cnt go home myself liiao.. FUCK. got a new haircut ytd.. hahas.
2:59 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless
