Tuesday, December 26, 2006

kena wake up by mom at 12. to da pao food. it was rainin like fark. i sheltered a lady and an old uncle. he eat my dou fu can.. e food was damn heavy. all soup stil got one big cup of drink. plus e water wet my whole leg. i cant take e heaviness sooner or ltr. but stil made it. course i must be able to make it. someone was sick today. but suffered moii naggin liao. beta le bahhss~ e part bout dad guess i'll not say much.



7:19 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless

Monday, December 18, 2006

went tuu kovan to pei em play game.. owaes go dere. LOL. den feel like goin for bowlin.. gan lonq nv go liao nor* gaga. eat and went home.. was rainin heavily today.. hab fun tokin on e phone wit bel and all.. fell aslp aft dinner.. dono y. slept til 1 today lei. HAHA. in e end suffered a splash of cold water in my face. dad doins.. LOL. he owaes do tis to wake us up~ idiot. its cold can. LOL~



6:49 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless

Sunday, December 17, 2006

had e aches today. slept at arnd 4.30 am. had e aches.. perhaps didn sit properly e whole tym and crouch for veri long bahhss.. i'm busy wiit moi ting in e room.. busy makin smth.. moii eyes are almost closed at tat tym.. if i close it longer i tink i'll jus drop dead. LOL. went to aunt hse for a big feast and majong. wasn in a veri good luck. lost all $10 at first. but in e end stil win $2.1o. gave moi da gu $2. she's hapi yea.. LOL. i'm sho nice.. oh ya. got back mp4 but it went bonkers again today. i'm fucked up by it. to tink i've stayed up til 3 e previous day jus to throw in 117 songs. e aches are killin me..



6:28 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

somehow.. i feel tat ii'm wastiin moii life away.. iits liike slp late late and do nth aftwards~ or e same routiines. ii'm gettin tired of all tat. ii don wan moii to liive a life tis way. but nth can be hlped probably. jus e simple gazin stars or sea lookin ish much of a difficult task in moi position. parents jus cant stop worryiin if i jus sneaked out agaiin. and ii won allow em to get sho worried bout moii** aww.. how fucked up.



6:34 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

woke up at 2 today. LOL. stayed home all day again. i packed tings up and all.. bathe hao le.. guess i'm quite suitable in short hair aft all. LOL~ its alright anw.. GAGA* become those cutie style freak. oh yesh.. forgot tuu add tat i saw moi classmates twice ytd. funi~



5:10 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless

Monday, December 11, 2006

was damn tired. oni slp fer 6h i tink.. ytd LOL.. slp at 4 plus mahhss. woke at 10. gan sian. but dad wan bring us out sho bo bian nor. LOL.. ltr on went tuu reborn hair wit mom.. she perm. cos moi hair alot spoil le mahhss. den cut away.. and i simply hate e end result. gan cui long pia si le suan le* anw.. ren yao wang qian kan.. ming tian hui geng hao mahhss.. i love long hair and was wonderin by when wil it grow long again.. haish~



8:49 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless

Saturday, December 09, 2006

today felt much beta lerrss. LOL. probably won get shoes liao. bu hao mahss~ gaga. dinner out and all.. anw. my card ishcompleted. though it sucks. LOL. lookin for paper e whole day.. anw. jus came up from buyin tings downstairs. we jus noe its 24h. GREAT* nxt tym 4 plus go down oso can. =]



6:07 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless

Friday, December 08, 2006

not a hapi day.. tats it~ shan't tok bout it much oreadi..



10:29 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

slept til 2.30 today cos too tired lerrss. dao tou jiiu shui. yts slept at arnd 4 if moii instincts are correct. LOL. its nth anw.. hab fun doiin it. XD . made moii own spagetti and soup of e day for lunch. wit an additional grape milkyea for dessert. LOL. den watched tv and all for e rest of e day. probably jus needed rest. and i wonder wat am ii tuu do tml.. taggin behind wit sis and sheena tuu vivo do hw?? bu ke neng~ LOL. its either ii find moii own tings to get busy wit.. but i don tink dere's anythin to get moii hands on. de mo.. i jus hated sianness.. c wat am ii to do bahhss~ cloud gazin ain't a bad idea too.. =]



8:36 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

was intendin to go watch movie tis day. til i received a call frm bel askin bout tml chalet. i was OMG. its tml.. but i went anw. met bel, she shout i shout. den hug tgt and jump.LOL.. she said she missed me. me too.. we went hougang mall to shop. bought purple hairspray and played wit it. i went to hab another ear hole too. LOL. den da ben dan si jia ping lai le!! =] pei ta go and eat. hab fun along e way too.. talked alot oso.. we went outside to smoke den.. LOL. but aft tat he go work den me and bel go meet our class. went to changi aloha tgt aft tat.. jus behind ish OCH. i got a veri bad feelin went i went in e most end de room.. but i didn stay over anw.. we talked and hab reali loads of fun.. den started preparin for bbq lerrss. evrybody veri busy. made a veri veri good fwen teacher in jus minutes. we practically talked bout evrythin and was close dao like wat. kinda scary. LOL. eat and fun.. den at nite mr tiong play catchin wit em. gan funi. while me bel and sheryl e teacher talked under e moonlight. =] went in for fruits ltr on. den bel and wee chuen fight one one. LOL. e way dey say sho funi.. i took loads of pic and videos too. e music was blastin and play here and dere.. we almost combed wee chuen when bel say she wans one one. funi gal.. i ran aft him and he came back wit a road sweepers broom. i snatch back. got cts and bruises all over anw.. den its arnd 11 lerrss. time reali flies. heng ii got moi chopper bodyguard pingping tuu send me home. bel wans me to msg her when i reach. sheryl too. =]

moii and pingping walked under e moonlight. and went to changi beach to look at e sea, feel e breeze. talked too, fun can. pingping's veri protective. =] we got e same DNA. LOL. den head over to e bus terminal.. for e last bus. XD. jus sho much to tok and hab fun bout can.. laugh non stop. idiot lahhss. =]. pingping send me to moi lift. but we missed e last LRT and bus sho walked home.. mom and dad was sho worried. dad reali angry cos i told him i alone at compass miss bus and LRT walkin home myself. and it was bout 12.30 lerrss. sowie dad.. reached home at 12.45*



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