Thursday, March 01, 2007

veri long nv come in le. hha~ stress stress and more stress. wat more ish dere other than stress. shuo dao stress. wo stress others oso stress. sho ii don hab e right tuu be even stressed. ii don hab e right. ii'm sho sick and tired of tis kinda life. i'm reali sick of it. ii wana give up on my studies. wo fang qi. wo tou xiang. okiies. forget it. was in such a bad mood frm morn start. didn even tok. c evrybody diao. hha~ den a CBK scold my fwen. who's helped me sho much. step on her leg scold her stil diao somemore. ki siao. i forced myself to stay in class. nt to look her up. as i kena moi nanny scold liao. scold dao damn cham. all on ii was iiresponsible. ii diao tat cbk. she bo ji come look fer me herself. oni noe how to complain. in e end moi jie ask me forget it. cos she veri wei nan. great. hha~ heng ii damn tired of it liao. otherwise she die. ii went home alone. long tym nv done tat. and i was kinda hapi i am able to go home alone. reached home in 20 min. stil tio gan. mom gan. sis oso buay song. dad come back oso gan. and i was irresponsible again. when i actuali called home to tel. and permission was given. den i was forced to call sch. cal cal cal. ming ming jiu bu zai. ming ming jiu mei ren guan. i stil must cal. hha~ forget it. i'm reali sick of evrythin. abt wat happened ytd. wo bu shuo le. bu xiang rang dear cao xin. hao xiang nian ta. hao xiang jian ta. wo zhi xiang yao he ta zai yi qi. qi ta de.. she me dou wu suo wei. wo ma fan de ren gou duo le. wo bu xiang zai ma fan qi ta ren. cos i'm iresponsible. wo shi duo me chao ji de bu fu ze ren. jiu rang wo zuo wo xiang yao zuo de shi. hao bu hao.. wo kuai ben kui le. wo hai pa. wo kuai ben kui le.



10:54 PM;
ii'm siimply hopeless

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.black. .pink. .bossoms. .happiness. .freedom. .rain. .sounds of nature. .fictions. .darkness. i love .PENKNIFE. `

HATES

.loneliness. .depression. .to be livin in the cruelty of world `

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    everytiing comes n goes. do not be too happy when euu get wat euu want. cos euu miight end up losiing iit
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    do not b too sad when euu didn get wat euu wanted. cos euu miight hab e chance to get iit. the hope to pursue iit.
    Fell and Stand up again
    do not leave the one euu love fer the one euu like. cos the one euu like may leave fer the one he loves
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    lionel laogong ming yan "To be loved is to destroy, and to love is to be the one destroyed"
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