Saturday, October 14, 2006

ytd nite around 12 plus sneak out.. jus wana go buy ting eat. hungry ma. n walk around downstairs. not wit any of my family okiies.. but rite downstair jiu saw sis. gan suay. she CB ask me go up. i stayed downstair aft she went up. she tinks i'll follow her?? a while more mom come down. i hide one corner. i quarrel wit her le she went up. tinkin i'll follow oso?? fat hope. for some reasons i jus don wana go up again. for e consequences? i don care anymore. i sat downstairs. mom stare stare stare. i reali gan fucked up oreadi. in e end i went up. stil unwillin to go in though. i stand outside. stare downstairs. i can jump if i stared longer. sis shout. " why MUST euu go 7-11 n guy ting eat" i wana say. "its not MUST but i jus wana go out on my own. buy ting a while jiu hao. buy ting oni." but i didn speak a word. i went in room n blast e "dono y in my room de MP3 " fainty heard mom n sis shoutin n quarrellin. den " old habits returned " for today.. tink my mouth wil rot. cos wo jiang bu dao yi liang ju hua. smiles faded too. wonder how long can i hold on to tis. til then.. i dono wat wil i do. jump from e window?? i dono.. got a few options today. mornin cnt go out. at nite sneak out. at nite cnt sneak out. i pon sch oso go out. go in home?? at least can go out..



9:46 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless

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离不开的别离 - 俞熙珍之歌


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.black. .pink. .bossoms. .happiness. .freedom. .rain. .sounds of nature. .fictions. .darkness. i love .PENKNIFE. `

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.loneliness. .depression. .to be livin in the cruelty of world `

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    everytiing comes n goes. do not be too happy when euu get wat euu want. cos euu miight end up losiing iit
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    do not b too sad when euu didn get wat euu wanted. cos euu miight hab e chance to get iit. the hope to pursue iit.
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    do not leave the one euu love fer the one euu like. cos the one euu like may leave fer the one he loves
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