Wednesday, January 10, 2007

intend tuu go sch at 4 today. but in e end ii bu xing ren shi. if not fer lin's alarm. i dono wat tym i'll wake up. too tired?? mayb.. dear went tuu my hse dere at 4 too. shagua~ dan xin wo bei blangah chi lerrss. sis goin to watch deathnote today de. but dad ask her can postpone not.. ltr shang le wo de xin. at tat tym i was like tinkin.. gou duo shang hen le ah.. wats e matter wit jus a few more scratches.. doesn make any diff eh. i wanted sis to go. but she don wan le. and mom.. say i bu ting ta de hua. sis argue. if i bu ting i zao jiu pao diao le. ta yi jing zai ting le ni yao zen yang.. but mom say i zao ta zi ji. evryday 2, 3 am slp. 5 jiu go sch.. i slp wat. and all.. study wat, where got jing shen. slp in sch again ah. yea. but i reali got ting ke. i got study. i did my hw. jus cant chng my bad habits.. didn eat much for e whole day. i guessed ii lost moii smiiles , laughter and moii voice w/o dear being arnd. i cant expect him tuu come here evry mornin. i noe tat.. and its expected tat he'll not turn up sometimes. but e little hope deep inside stil made moii feel tat much disappointed. its alright anw.. :] zhe ge shagua. rode a puntured tyre tat made his leg hurt here. and go back aft he noe tat i'm fine. shagua~ bey he's disappointed tat i'm not downstairs. but more relieved tat i didn go down. pon class today. and kena koh find. heng my actin skills not bad. *victory sign. LOL. first and last tym lahhss. i'm a good gal.



2:13 AM;
ii'm siimply hopeless

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 I stand in between both solistice; slashed, tortured, LOST.

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.black. .pink. .bossoms. .happiness. .freedom. .rain. .sounds of nature. .fictions. .darkness. i love .PENKNIFE. `

HATES

.loneliness. .depression. .to be livin in the cruelty of world `

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    everytiing comes n goes. do not be too happy when euu get wat euu want. cos euu miight end up losiing iit
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    do not leave the one euu love fer the one euu like. cos the one euu like may leave fer the one he loves
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    lionel laogong ming yan "To be loved is to destroy, and to love is to be the one destroyed"
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